Well, it depends on whether you can afford them. But you have a very eratic. energy still right? It’s like every other one you can trust and you have to be again quiet and simple with it. I try to seek people for content and it’s very strange.
. Enjoy it yourself. Don’t let it just give pleasure to other people; enjoy it more. So I’m very happy to say that I take students who I love to hug and I love to kiss and I love to smell and I love to feel and really feel a sense of exchange.
I really love them, it’s a commitment in love. And the corniest thing in the world in front of every church is the expression that God is love. But it’s true. I grow because of that love and I need it. And why should you have around you less than that, particularly- look at all of these silly faces– it’s available. If it wasn’t available, it’s something else. But it’s like going and buying fruits and vegetables which are three-quarters rotten , when you can go someplace where there is really the availability of really fresh produce. So why have this other kind of quantity in your life.
You become part of the reflected energy of the group around you. And I know when I came down for breakfast this morning and there were twenty-five people having breakfast with me and I love them. It really made my breakfast good and I had a very difficult week. I looked at all of them and I really loved them and I felt so grateful that they came to stay here with me. This is not anything Dean put on me, nobody is sitting on me and forcing their way into my house. It was a deep pleasure and a deep honor and I’m grateful for them. I’m grateful to have them as my children, as my friends, as whatever it is. And unless you feel that, then what are you doing? You’re living an illusion. The reality is that you really have around you what you want. Why should it not be like that?
It is given. Our life is given. So what is it to ask once or ask twice? Until you really feel the fact of it being given, you feel the creative flow coming through you so you understand that it is a gift, you have failed completely in asking because you haven’t asked enough to get the channel open. And if the channel isn’t open then you’re not attached to this creative energy, you’re attached to your stupidity, your tensions which don’t allow you to ask enough to really get this thing moving.
I really want wonderful things in my life. I want to see changes in myself every single day. And if you don’t save your energy, if you don’t stay in an atmosphere that can give you nourishment you’ll never build up your energy to the point where it will lift you from the pattern that is bothering you. It will take you away from the quantity that you don’t want to be involved with. You must understand, you have to consciously in your mind, even if your emotions aren’t there, even if your depth isn’t there, you start doing the right thing because it will save your energy when you keep asking and these things will break in you. You’ll surrender and you’ll bring your energy in a deeper place in yourself and you’ll become affected. You’ll get the muscles that will support the growth that you want..